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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius moonXshadow20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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20 mg of Prozac

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 6:20 PM
What I love about it is 1) after two weeks, I'll know how I respond or react to the pills so that means 2) if it doesn't help, that's one step closer to my diagnosis, and suggests that it may be bipolar disorder, or just depression. also 3) it is less likely to cause me any harm should I be tempted to use recreational drugs, and may even reduce their effects.

So far, it's not too bad. It's really hard taking them at the same time every day. I simply have no sense of time. I've got a week left before I know for sure they're working. I've been down a few days this week, but I've also been really, really excited and cheerful too. I still don't have much of an appetite, and I've been having trouble sleeping. Although I fall asleep in class all the time.

I've eaten too much candy in the past 24 hours. I've glad I burned so many calories at the rave (Which was AMAZING by the way!!!!), haha.

PS- I love Trevor ^-^ He's an amazing dancer.
PSS- tea cups make nifty ash trays, heehee

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Memories - Within Temptation
  • Watching: Theif and The Cobbler

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i am exactly the same, and completely different from any other girl you will ever meet. i live a dark and beautiful life. i am addicted to beauty, glamour, and science. i can be very charming.

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  • Current Residence: my imagination
  • Interests: everything. i'm a curious person
  • Favourite band or musician: The Cure
  • Favourite genre of music: The kind that makes your ears bleed.
  • Favourite artist: Edgar Degas
  • Favourite cartoon character: Wonder Woman
  • Personal Quote: "Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt"

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:iconxadnir:
I love your gallery, and your socks too.
:iconmelanierogers:
Thanks for the watch. I want to keep in touch. I added you to mine too.

Maybe after this week I will have some of the big projects in my life taken care of and I can spend more time on journaling, in all the forms.

There is a moleskin club, the ATC folks...I put a watch on some of them, just to see the work, not always to join.

After just 2 months, soon 3, I haven't settled in with just which Clubs will be home bases for me. I'm experimenting. I haven't ever had time for clubs before. Always working too much, TOO much, in the past.

I joined Realm of Fantasy, but I think they are over my head. Seeing the different genres all put in clumps like that is helping me figure out which ones I really want to pursue.

I love everything I see and want to try it all, in my head, but don't get around to it. Going in too many directions just spreads my energy and disperses it.

I've ended up doing a lot of collecting to my fav gallery. That's addicting to me. I know I am compulsive. One trick I've learned is to FORCE myself to look at another direction. I can't sit around saying don't do "x" anymore,,,that just gives "x" more power.

I make myself stop the x, which can be very hard, and go toward y so y gets to be my next compulsive thing. :laughing:

I've just accepted that about myself. Maybe there is an underlying cause I will discover and work out.

Or, it may just be the way God made me, like having one leg shorter than the other, and learning if I wear one built up shoe, walking is much easier. Hope you can follow my analogy.

We may not be alike at all in what we've got on our plates to work through. But from your journal, I see we have this in common...working on our lives to recover parts that were taken, or parts that never had a chance, YET, to grow healthy and complete.

I don't mind journaling about my steps as I think and feel personal things. Or writing comments out like this. I am quite sure many, many people are wearing masks or chasing activities to hide, or hide from, chaos and pain on the inside.

[But feel free to note me, if you would like me not to write so much personal stuff "in the public eye"]

I am thinking we may follow each other's altered books-collage art. I don't have to use words so much though, I mean this kind.

I know, as soon as I get organized, I want to spend some quality time with that kind of art. I'm looking forward to it, finally. It used to scar the dickens out of me. Perfectionism, and fear of what I might reveal to myself.

mel :blahblah:

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:iconmoonxshadow:
you have a wonderful gallery :)
:iconelenadudina:
Thanks ! Thanks !! a million Thanks !!!
:icont3n0c:
hey! I finally got to understanding this site

How do you add????

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:iconpatriciad:
thanks a lot for the fav!

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